Read ME Don’t Read mE

hah har!!! yeap it my birthday! why i am telling the world? well mainly
because urm…. idunno why i am excited at all.. haitz… Really i am
just happy the way I am. yeah i know i havent don much until the age
19. I know i am not that popular among people. cause i am just another
person to another person. hehehe… that how it been and might be for
the rest of some people lives.
But what i just say might be wrong.
because everyone bring something to someone. yeap. it true. In one
point i might had help someone in a really desperate situation that had
change their lives. well we all can’t remember all but deep down
everyone did.
yeap.. 19… OMG 19.!!! it does not sound nice at all. nine teen. hurm….
harhar..
I haven done much la!!!!!

things i want to do:
-pass exams
-meet someone special (=ω=.)
-well maybe change a new bag, new mouse, and new pants
-change my attitude
-be helpful
-full of energy trough out the year
-learn mandarin
-Finish all my assignment and score it
-watch RUSH HOUR at MOVIE
-be best friends.

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OLLA!! it been along time since i write down another pointless blog..
Kihkih.. i know NOBODY READ THIS So I am going to try something NEW. I am going to try Something you guys might not believe…harharh

things i am going to say
what if i say I like someone?
harharhr Does this attract your attention now?  continue reading this..
harharh since this semester start. it seem i kept returning home after 7. Hurm…..
I am jealous of someone… really!! there are reasons behind everything happening around me.. there is no such thing as destiny.. all is planed … Really!!! it not my fault.!! the story start like this.. some of u guys now i am from all boys school.. so boys are boys.. me? i think i am not one of them.. to be honest i am more of a little nerd here, a little otaku there, and the guy who is not that popular. Yeah thats ME.

I meet a friend today.. He seems  to be one of my past. Yeah.. Some of  my friends here are abit shy to talk to girls. yeah.. it the truth.. once i entered MMU. i thought i be one of them but.. It seem so natural i was not afraid.. YATTA!!!!  So where were i? OH yeah bout the like someone part.. i am leaving it for now.. I am not going to tell yall!!! only is someone read this..
Noe think bout this.. is it true? or i am just want to know people do read  my blogs..
harhar I have a poker face nobody really know what inside me!! Kauahahaha Oh by the way…. nothin kihkihkih… Seriously it nothing i am just writing this because i am bored.. Please comment it so i know someone really read this..

Holla.. One year had passed by here at MMU Melacca for me. I
just completed my foundation course here last Saturday with my last Final exam
paper. One year. This is the one year that I would not want to forget. Heh. If
I insert something from human development subject, this is my Adolescents year,
which is really important to me to find my identity.

Well as you know I had just finish off Final exam. For those who really know me they
know I would only study last minute. But this exam I was really ready one week
earlier.(WOW!) I had been studying with Arvin, Fadhli, Teddy,Ap, Faisal, Wani,
Julian,Ash, and some other PT03/04/05 geng. (thank you so much) I really gonna
miss you all.

Well at the last class gathering (PT03/04) We went to Pantai
Kundur for a farewell BBQ party. Huhu I did enjoyed it thanks guys. – Well
there is a lot I wanna say on that day –

Well after last night

I really do not like separation. Especially when I become
too attach to my friends. It hurts seeing them for the last time. I may not going
to see them anymore because 70% are going Cyber. I am stuck here at Melacca why
the heck I choose Melacca? Ok OK I am not making this post a sad one. All I am
gonna say is Good Luck Guys there in Cyber.

For PT03 geng – don’t change who you are. You guys ROX
without you guys I might Be another guy who just sits at the corner not
talking.

PT04 geng Woit!! I
know our class is ONE make sure you are Still one. –back benches You guys Are
COOL – The Guys and gals thank you. I had learn A LOT from you guys.

PT05/06 – I know we all had spend only 1 semester together
but thank you for the guidance in study and being friends.

EP GUYS- Woit enough DOTA CS AND WOW!! At cyber you still
gonna be playing this at their Hostel. Anyway thank you for the company going
out for Dinner, going to town, Sharing Stuff, and being a good listener.

If there is anything I did wrong I hope you forgive me. It’s
the sugar fault.hehehe I hope I did
something that change your life as well. Everyone is a part of something in
someone life.You had been one for me to. Have a nice time wherever you are!!
Sayonara!!

Urghhh it had been a really tough week. After the cNY weekend the world
seems to be against me. Why do i say that? well for the past two weeks
i been coming back to my room past midnight.(seriously a am not a guy who like to wonder out at night but for the sake of my future i have to)

lately
i seem to be unable to study well. My mind is occupied with some issues
that been bugging me from last Semester. I am not sure what wrong with
me. Being so depress for so long that i began to ignore some of my friends.

by
the way. it have been a tough week since after the weekend. alot of bad
stuff is happening around me. it all began with a virus that attack my
computer. i have been angry since then with weak internet connection
and other stuff. arriving to MMU, monday class starts as usual. than
come tuesday class. Our experiment in the physic lab didn’t go well.
our gravity is 6.0.

in math class. the lecturer is giving us
tons of example that i can do. but by friday everything turned worst.
It was IT math Examination. i was worried because the day i studied for
the exam i can’t do even the simple 3×3 inverse matrices. to add fuel
to the fire i totally forgotten
about Limits. it is the worst math test i ever did. i feel like want to
kill my self. after the test had ended. one of my friends, wani’s
laptop was stolen. Ifelt like i want to lend her a hand but what can i
do? that nite was the worst day of my life. the feeling that you can’t
cheer people up.

well the next day i woke up early and went for
breakfast and took a long walk to calm down. i took a 1 1/2 walk around
the campus. before going back i meet up with wani. hoping to cheer her up.-. at least that the only thing i can do.

and
for this weekend i been trying to finish up physic tutorial question.
as usual i fail again. this is strike 3. Why! why! Why! i am useless in
this world i cant even help myself.

p/s: hopefully I pass this
examination, hopefully i make a right decision, hopefully wani would
found her laptop, hopefully the friendship with my friend last long,
hopefully i be able to be myself again, hopefully things might turn out
for the best for all you guys.

ok Ok I know I always write a blog With the words like bored, hate, and conflicts, well what do you expect. I cant ask any random guy at the road "Are You happy?, How your life?,"some people do hate this when I write this down. So what? If you want to read it read it if not DONT! - is it intresting yet?- good i got your attention.

Ok Urm what? the choices that is being talk bout? Well it is like this. in a few weeks i need to choose which course i need to be in for Beta year. I finally after one year i cut it down to 2. software engineering or Security technology. IF the courses are in the same place it Would not be a hard choice but both are saperated far apart. what do i mean? well software enginerring is at Cyberjaya, but Security technology is at Melacca. Don’t get me wrong. Cyber is a great place to be. it is nearer my home (well >200 km nearer than melaka). A smart Home, a really advance (in technology) place. easy to get job, friends nearer, maybe able to stay at a rental home or be with my brother. or even kept a car— wait( roll down the floor and dreaming- berangan lebih) may be able to stay more independent. and during weekned may be able to go to KL.( somewhere there is Muiz So i can Kill HIM later)

hurm what bout Security tech? well Melaka is also a nice place. Food easy, accomondation easy, a bit more activity than Cyber. but it is further away. i dont want my parents to be tired just to come and visit me here. i cant go to town by car. excpet by bus. my friends are gone and need to make new one. But i would not miss EMINA.  But there is those people i dont like here..and security tech well it will be specialise into the detail. software enginering well much open. i hate this choice. why cant i make a choice that is i can be happy with? why must it be like this? Hurm… this is life…

Ok OK actually it is about the choice of which course that should I take. Well the courses that I been thinking is software engineering, software animation,( three of these is in Cyberjaya) or data communication, security tech or A.I. (these are offer in Melaka) Haitz… Software Engineering is a Well ok normal thing for IT Grads.

Then there is Software animation. Well I do like animation and I could learn how to create a software that could create great animation easily. But one thing is that I am NOT that creative.^_^;

Well What about Data Communication? Hurm.. >.<… might be great. Well Making computer “talking to each other” or making connection between computers. Heheh bout security? Well techinal problem and prevent hacking is one of them. Wipee. Sounds Cool might be my choice. -_- ntah just a suggestion. _(-.-)_””” Heheh got any suggestion?

The sub reason would be that Cyber Is a Silicon Valley in the middle of nowhere. (wossh…sound effect) Melacca is far away from home and a lot of my friends are going to cyber. _(._.)_”””

If I go to cyber well better course and have a own home. If I stay at Melacca then I the life here is much better. Easy to get around and there is my relative staying here. ( Some other reason is kept away in a lock drawer and untold (>.<))

Ok ok I know don’t follow your friends. Follow your interest.

Well the problem is that my interest is just something not that achieving or the best. I would really like to be a successful person like my parents. Maybe it is my own way of being an important person in the future even that I would possibly be a normal generic working worker of a company that his office will be underground away from the top. ( Heh imagining too much.) I hope I will make the right choice. Hopefully my friends and relative would support me of my choice. Hurm being the eldest son is not that fun. I suppose to be a role model for my Brothers. What example would I be showing if I am a failure?

Finally does anyone actually read this?

Well there might not be a lot of thing to say about this northern state
of Malaysia. The largest computer shop is not like Lowyat, the place to
go would only be Star Prade, City Point,sentosa, tandoop Mall, and the
Newest place to hang out, GIANT.(really near my house). It might not be
megamall but it is fine enough.

some
people say that Kedah does not change alot. Well they are right. TSB
Superstore at jalan Pegawai Is still there. those Who had live in Kedah
should know. Union Bookstore at jalan stadium, is still there. (the
place where can buy text book for school), restaurant Rose Is still
open,(murtabak Hurm), kopitiam wawasan 2020 nearby the closed BCB bank
(favourite roti canai shop). School like KSAH is still the top school
where UPSR student wanna go eventough it lost it shine.

harharhar
to think a bout it my accent not that ‘Pekat kecek kedah’ i do use
words like ayer (air) gerek(basikal) camca(sudu) ‘nyok’ (kelapa) and
the usual ‘hang’(you) ‘che’(me) ‘depa’(them) (^_^;). hurm maybe you
seen it before in movies about the northern part of malaysia -
(something got to do with penang or kedah)

what do people
usually see in their mind when they mention the state Kedah? well tv
shows usually show the area of kampung lama, with wooden house that
need to use stairs to go in, (really old style- my grandparent home
used to be like that) and the view of paddy Field..
what could i say
there are places like that. Kedah baru, well wooden house now days are
combined with brick structure, harvesting paddy with big harvesting
machine, pasar minggu is now in a 2-3 stories building with underground
carpark. and other stuff that i might forget.

What is the best
thing i like here? well it would be the view along jalan Hutan Kampung
- Anak Bukit. the road is stright, view is fantactic, roads are clear,
those who are in kedah might know.
another place i like is the paddy
field behind my housing area. the place where i fell into the sawah(
hehehe another story) the place where the titi almost collapse (also
another story) well some time i can be really unlucky.

why am i
writing this down? Well maybe it is because i really gonna miss this
place. one day i might not come back here for a certain amount of time
studying away, Not coming back for a few month. I also writing this
down to my friends who are in kedah or out of kedah studying like me,
reminding them the places that that where we grow up. and also
hopefully this blog cheer people up when they are lonely.

OLLA What is going on here~ Muahah aactually nothing is going on. i just finish my Mid term Exams YATTA!!( something like yes in japanese)\(^_^)/ Muahaha..
Ok Exams was ok.. fine… need more studying… well maybe the reason i like to write down blogs because i just want to release my stress.. well It works..

ok what happened a long this week. well a lot might happen if i membered all.Hheeh short term memory loss..

sunday well class as usual, an so on.. well wha can i say about this semester in MMU? Well I am alot happier, maybe i just miss my family at home. I haven’t seen them for a month. I really miss them (-_-). especially my mother’s cooking. YUMMY! hheh

my exams were on Weekends! What going on! it is on saturday! Arghh it is the end of the week! saturday! waking up early on a weekend~~ Yawn~~ well exam gone well as far that i can say. hehe

two weeks ago before exams on saturday i been going to town. well I had spent alot of money in town (~_~) mainly transportation, food and MOVIES!! Muahaha bowling too.. (READ PREVIOUS BLOG)

how is the weather here? well it is raining at evening, night and early morning.Brrr it is so cold in the mornin! i wish i just could pull my blanket up and sleep more. but class attendance is also important so what to do? just go to class wearing a jacket..Ok last saturday after exams PT03 Group had invited friends from their group and friends from PT04 group (my group) to a BBQ dinner~ harharhar FOOD!!! Well i went to since they invited me WEE!!!. Heheh I had fun well alot of fun i guess(later i will post some picture) Muahahah Well that all i guess Thanks for reading Please give some comments for me a simple (^_^) also could be post down here!

Well today is the fifth day of raya. Just a few days ago it We just finish Puasa. now I already fill up my taste buds with every food i like~~

i am not sure how do other people celebrate raya With their family but for me well it is enjoyable. First the day will start with morning prayers breakfast, and preparation to go to the mosque for raya Prayers. then we all go home change to go to our tok(grandparents) home. Before we all leave we would celebrate our own raya at home. Forgiving and forget.

Then we all leave our home. At my grandmother house, it is like our family tradition to gather talk giving duit raya, and eat.The one thing we always do is taking a family picture. Every year we all take pictures of our family from the oldest to the youngest.. to think about it i do have a huge family.

Then at the next day it’s like a free meal for the first 2 days of raya. Open House Season. where people invite to their house celebrate raya and of course FOOD~~~

yeah everything looks like a big happy family. for me it is hard to find people who love each other like my family. Can we see this else where today? can this family tradition last another 5-6 years? Time will tell.. for now lets all celebrate hari raya together.. Selamat HAri RAya

yo watsup everybody who is reading my blog. ok tips for tou guys out
there who is fasting away from home. One EAT BUGER!! wahahah no one
belive it but Buger can last a whole day without hungar but only you
feel tired.

Oh
yea last thursday to friday mornin it is the first time it students
feel how we will feel. ZOMBIE MODE.. well for me , I help People Wif
their work a bit. well help solve problem, Wahaha i Mr Fix it..
Muahahah. Mr fix it only but math kantoi.

Ok another thing is
sumtimes it feel very fun disturb people when they are doing their blog
expecially Teddy (not real name) and Muiz(still not a real name) I hope
they do not read my blog Muahaha.

Another thing i realised
that There always a reason for something to happen. that how i think. i
see then after something have happend i see it then after the effect
happend. there is a link.

one more thing I really like taking
picture. I am having fun taking picture with my camera phone and my
dad’s camera, usually picture at night time and my room.

last
night i rearange my room to be in test mode. Now it look like A bunker
I am having fun splashin water to his side muahahah.. Sorry iam stress
so i am making weird blog…